I cannot pinpoint exactly how this makes me feel. I read Allowed way after it was finished, not really aware of what it was and was surprised by how I loved it even though I still don't know what emotion I'm getting. Same feeling here, caught between joy and a really strange tension I am not sure of the origin of...heart-clenching when it's them and affection, but add sex to the equation and I'm breathless and uncertain and scared. I don't know why I'm reacting that way (and reacted the same way to Allowed, even though it was lovely and beautiful, just like this is).

This is the best part of really good writing. I have ideas about why this 'verse makes me feel this way, and isn't it something, when a story can reveal interesting things about characters but also about the reader? ♥ This is definitely why I love your work so much.